There once was a shirt that Ursula had seen in the window of Hot Topic. It had been a black shirt, one of the kind that displayed witty retorts like That's what she said or I'm the skeleton in your boyfriend's closet. Some amusing, some dumb, all loudly announcing whatever it was that a teenager wanted to share with the world. But there was always one shirt in particular that Ursula had never understood. In white print, blazed across the front was Can't sleep, clowns will get me. She'd never grasped the concept behind it.
She did now.
Only, if she had her way, blazed across the front (in a prettier font, no doubt) the shirt would say Can't sleep, Queen will get me.
For the past week, her sleep had been plagued with nothing but nightmares. Night after night, the Queen of the Negaverse would visit Ursula in her dreams, regardless of how hard the young woman had tried to keep her at bay. She'd stopped snacking before bedtime. She avoided anything horror-related on tv (not that she was a huge fan of the genre to begin with), but no matter what trick she tried that The Google suggested, the nightmares continued to come, and they were growing progressively worse as the days passed. She'd wake up screaming sometimes, or with Khalid staring at her, having been forced to shake her awake. They always ended with tears as she'd cling to her husband and cry. When he asked, she would tell him they had to do with Beryl, but that was the extent of her explanation. She refused to tell him of what the Queen would whisper to her, what Beryl would imply towards her husband's feelings. But not only had she attacked Ursula's relationship in attempts to drive a wedge between the couple, but she'd turned her focus towards Khaldun, on Aree, on Andrew and the others. Of how all of them were using her, how none of them truly cared for her, that she was all alone in the world, save for the connection she shared with the Queen.
It grew to the point that she tried avoiding sleep entirely. She'd stay up trying to read or watch television, drink coffee or try to make conversation with Khalid. It didn't take long for her to grow irritable due to exhaustion and she inevitably fell asleep in the end, anyhow. And there would be Beryl, on her throne, waiting. The conversations varied. Sometimes the others would show up. Charonite, Hematite, Tanzanite, Obsidian. Even little Grendel had made an appearance, laying comfortably in the Queen's lap as she stroked the fat Guardian.
The previous evening's nightmare had ended terribly, with Tanzanite moving in to kill Ursula on the Queen's order. Thus, after calming what had now become a morning tradition of hiccups, sobs and occasional vomiting, Ursula had decided that she needed to visit her best friend. Perhaps her subconscious was guilting her over what had happened to Tanzanite. That it was her fault Aree had nearly died and her brain was twisting it into nightmares. She probably deserved it.
Arriving at the front door of her former apartment, Ursula used her hip to knock against the side of the wooden door as both hands were occupied with tall cups of Shufflepucks' finest. It was still early and the sky was still cloudy, so hopefully she was still at home (and had no urges to kill her best friend as Dream Tanzanite did).
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