She had hardly slept a wink last night, her heart and her mind racing at a mile a minute at the thought of the date she was now waiting to have.
She had spent about of the night reflecting on the smiling face of the boy that had invited her. Charles Nakahara, he had been so kind, so understanding, that Sita had found herself wondering what good deed she had done that the gods had blessed her with him.
That same thought crossed her mind now, as she sat in the coffeehouse, a warm cup of tea in front of her.
To say she was nervous was an understatement. She had never been on a date before, and she really did not know what to expect. What would he expect?
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Charles had not been nearly as restless as Sitara, but he had spent plenty of time preparing for the date, though more the morning of than the night prior. Having decided to just go with his normal attire, Charles had entered the Starbucks and had ordered his coffee, having seen Sitara already having found a seat. She had been earlier than him, and he cursed himself for not having come just that much sooner, but there was nothing for it. She had beat him here, simple as that.
Moving to the table she sat at, he gave her a small wave before he sat down, smiling at her as he did so.
“I hope you weren’t waiting long,” He said, placing his cup on the table as he sat in the chair. “I hope your sandel dried properly.”
Not his best opener, but it would do for now.
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She had noticed when he entered, she actually having shifted in her seat slightly. Perhaps she had even taken a moment to fix her hair. She blushed add he came over, his opening words making her smile and blush deeper all at once.
“It did, thank you so much for yesterday.” Her voice was timid, perhaps more so today than it had been when they met. Her hair hung loose around her face, and down over the black leather coat she wore.
Aside from the black it was very hard to see her outfit, the coat closed tight even now as she sat inside. She was not one to shed layers, and all the more so, not inferior of others.
“i was not waiting so very long. I just sat down not long before you came in.” she fidgeted with her cup, turning it about in the palms of her hands
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“Again, no thanks needed, it was really no hassle and it helped me cool down from my run,” Charles said with a light chuckle, waving off the thanks with his hand, not dismissively, but good naturedly. “Besides, who doesn’t want to go out of their way to help a cute girl?”
Okay, so, that might have been more forward than intended, but still, he was fairly certain his intentions were clear by asking her out to coffee. He did want to get to know her better after all.
“So what is your major?” He asked, watching her as she fidgeted with her cup. “My guess is either Art History or... “ He tapped his chin for a moment. “Undecided is the freebie guess, so I won’t go with that… Music, maybe?”
She had mentioned a book on sheet music - so it was an educated guess on his part.
“I’m a double major myself… Philosophy and History.”
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She blinked and gave him a rather startled nod as he mentioned her major. She had only just graduated this last summer, from Crystal Academy, so the fact that he thought her already in University had been a start.
“I...i just started this last semester. I..have a scholarship for music. I both play and write music but...recently.” she held her cup a bit tighter, she closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. “recently i have been thinking about minoring in medicine and first aid.”
The events of this last year had made her think on things that were more important. Her friends, the safety of them, the safety of the world at large. To do that, she needed to know medicine.
“a friend of mine got pretty badly hurt last year and i couldn't help him…” She bit her lip. “i don't like feeling that useless, and music cannot heal a broken rib or dislocated arm.”
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Charles grew quiet for a moment as he processed her words. “It may not be able to mend a broken bone, or put a body back to rights, but music can heal in its own ways,” He said quietly. “But you should go where your passions lie. If you really are passionate about medicine and caring for others, then that is the route you should go. It will be hard going, but nothing worth doing is ever easy.”
He gave her a gentle smile then, and nodded his head. “I am sorry, to hear about your friend. I hope they are doing better?” The fact that she had mentioned it was a him put him a bit on edge. Boyfriend perhaps? Or an ex? Someone of significant importance all the same if their injury caused her this much distress.
“But no one is ever truly useless, sometimes just being there to support someone makes all the difference.”
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“i have not seen him for some time, actually. He...well rather they...are more fair weather friends.” she knew that Havasu had been broken up with by Delilah, but she knew not what had become of Nirvana after the fight. She had not seen him since.
“my passion is to be the best person i can be. If that means music or medicine, i will do what i can to help my friends.” she smiled softly, raising her eyes to look at him.
There was something in his eyes that besieged away the demons. Something in his smile that drive away the images of blood and pain. She did not know what it was, but the truth was, she didn't care.
“and you...philosophy major? It hardly surprises me after our discussion yesterday” she laughed, covering her mouth with one hand.
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“Ah, that too, is unfortunate,” Charles said softly, shaking his head a bit. “Fair weather friends aren’t the best sort, but, I suppose they are a sort of friend one happens to make from time to time.”
That did allow him to relax somewhat. Good, they had just been a simple acquaintance then. While he did feel bad that they had suffered harm, he was relieved to find he didn’t have to worry about competition. At least, not direct competition.
“I think you’re doing a good job on that front,” He said with another small smile, his eyes meeting hers for a few moments before he slowly forced himself to turn his gaze back to his own cup to sip.
“Philosophy and History… I don’t know why, but it seems easier to understand certain historical events when you’re aware of the way their thinkers thought at the time.”
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“to understand how one thinks does help to determine one's actions, i do agree.” she took a sip of her tea, letting the hot liquid roll down her throat, slowly.
“it also helps to prevent history from repeating itself. To know the signs before things get out of hand.” she set her cup to the side, placing both her hands on the table in an attempt to stop her fidgeting.
“I might have told my mother about you this morning. We were cooking and it just slipped out.” she blushed deeper red. Her eyes looking up at him as she glanced through lashes.
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He had about to reply to her statement with a breakdown on how very often history repeated itself because nobody seemed willing to learn from the mistakes of the past when she mentioned that she had told her mother about him that very morning. His gaze drifted back up to her, and he found himself locking eyes with her.
“I did not think I rated talk with one’s mother quite yet, seeing as I only asked you out on a coffee date,” He said, his voice sounding more sheepish than he would have liked. “Were my intentions that obvious?”
Do I flag that I wanted to ask you out on more dates that heavily?
“Don’t get me wrong, I’m flattered… and I would very much like to see more of you, Sitara… That is, if you’d be so inclined. You’re very cute, and from what I’ve heard so far in our conversations very sweet and driven. I like that.”
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She couldn't stop the smile that came to her face as he seemed to fumble here and there with his words. Was he embarrassed? Why shouldn't she have told her mother about him? It was only right of her to tell her mother that she had been asked out, yes?
She cocked her head to the side in question, she looking him over with a slightly more careful eye. “my mother is the head of the house. It would have been wrong not to tell her about you.”
She made it seem so simple, so matter of fact, but in the inside she knew that she had gushed. She had told her mother how kind he had been, and charming. She had gotten stares and I'd glanced then too, but not so much from her mother, but from her cat.
“she needed to know where i was going, after all.” she chuckled lightly to herself, knowing that Mel was more than likely having kittens over this date.
“i would like to see more of you as well. But this date is still young, yes? There is much more of us to see, and wet have the time today.”
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“That is very true, on all counts,” Charles said bowing his head. “Well, if you are content with having sat for long enough here in the shop,” He added as he slowly stood, coffee in one hand and his other he offered to her. “Shall we find somewhere else to be?”
They were close to campus, and he was sure some of the facilities would be open for showcases and what not. Barring that, he knew the museum was not overly far, and worse case he could always drive them there.
“That way we don’t have to be tempted to buy more to drink unless we really are thirsty,” He added, knowing that he often bought more coffee than he needed when he studied in places like these because he felt bad taking up space without paying for things.
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Sita let her eyes wander to his hand. She reaching our timidly to take it. She rose from her seat, guided by his helpful tug, and giggled. “there are many places to go. The campus is lovely this time of year.”
As she stood there he would be able to see a bit more of her attire. Black heavy leggings vanished into rusty orange wedge tennis shoes, while the leather coat faxed down into a teal blue cotton skirt that gathered in two places to give the skirt a high-low effect. Die one side if the black leggings were golden symbols, Looking almost like henna as they traced the length of her legs.
“but this is your job, to make the date a memorable one, is it not?” she was slightly old fashioned when it came to dates. It was the man's job to entertain, to woo her, and she was suppose to enjoy the time.
“i am content with talking to you. Provided i do not lose another shoe in his endeavor.” she winked.
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“I would hope you do not lose another shoe, though I suppose this time it would have to be a bit more intentional.” Charles said with a wry smile, not releasing her hand as he turned and slowly walked her to the door. He did not mind the task of having to be entertainer, he was sure he’d figure something out.
Once they were out on the street, he led down along the block toward the campus, looking towards the art buildings to see if any galleries were running yet, or if perhaps he would need to lead her another couple blocks further to the museum.
“Campus gallery or Museum, you pick,” Charles said with a chuckle. “It may be my job to entertain, but I am not about to remove any of your agency for it.”
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She took a look about the campus, reading signs and taking note of the exhibits that were there. She spent so much time on campus, and yet she never attended any of the galleries..this would be her chance.
“on campus is fine with me. I never have much time to see them myself. That and to look at art alone is so very sad. One must have one if another opinion at their side to speak of the pieces.” she closed her hand in his a bit tighter, letting him guide her. All the while she kept her eyes in the ground. Watching and feeling with each step just to make certain she did not miss a change in the pavement.
She looked up every now and then to see his face. He was lovely to look at, and Sita found herself doing it more and more as they walked on. “do you get to attend the galleries often?”
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Charles did his best to guide them on a path that would prove the lease resistance. He had noticed her looking down to judge the ground as they walked, and he could tell by the way she let him guide her that she was not sure of her footing. This would be a question for another time, but for now, he was content with answering questions instead of asking them.
“Not really, when I’m not at class I’m helping my father out at the Dojo,” he said, with a bit of a sigh he could not stop. “Though, I am supposed to take it over once he retires, and I am the assistant master so…” He shrugged very carefully so as to not disturb her balance.
“What time I don’t spend training or teaching I spend studying or taking classes, so free time is not generally in the cards. I had to beg off afternoon lessons today. Though, when I explained why, my father was very understanding.” He added with a chuckle.
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So, he taught lessons as well? She was beginning to understand why she had never seen him around before. He was the busy sort.
She sighed and nodded, biting her lip lightly as she walked on. ‘those with busy lives have little time for girls. Perhaps he is to busy for me. It would be my luck. Asked out by a boy that cannot spend time with me.’ she thought to herself as she stumbled once, lost in her head and forgetting to watch for the crack in the sidewalk ahead of her.
“I'm sorry!” She whimpered as she caught herself, holding his hand tighter to keep herself from really stumbling. “i wasn't paying attention. You said you teach in a dojo? That has to be exciting!”
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As she began to stumble, Charles moved with her, if only to ensure she didn’t fall, from him coming to a complete stop and throwing off her momentum. Once she steadied herself again, he slowed down. “Don’t be sorry, you did nothing wrong. We’re all allowed our moments to wander.” He said with a very soft chuckle.
“It’s… got it moments, I’ll admit, but it’s mostly the younger classes I teach. My dad teaches most of the adult classes - though I assist, sometimes. I’m more than capable to, but he enjoys it too much and I’m not in any rush to take over.” He added.
“Though, I think my mother would rather I be more excited about the prospect, but oh well.” He added with another small shrug.
“With any luck I can take the rest of the year off from teaching at the Dojo and focus on my studies… And maybe some extracurriculars…”
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“children are the next generation. What you teach will have a more lasting impression on those children than a million adult lessons, Charles.” she took a moment to gather herself again before allowing them to walk on.
“though, add you told me. One is to pursue their passions. In that. We can find peace.” she let her fingers caress along his as they walked. The action was unconscious, her fingers moving from side to side, tracing his knuckles.
“which would you say is your passion? School? Fighting? Perhaps helping others?” she grinned, banishing the earlier worries as she looked up at his eyes.
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Charles chuckled. “My passions lie in Philosophy and History. I want to be an academic. To study that which has already happened and why people thought the way that they did, and apply that to the now. To provide some insight on the past so that we may better shape the future.”
It was also why he meditated so much. Because the mistakes of the past were so often repeated he often wondered if humanity ever really learned at all.
“But I am glad you think that I am important in some way,” He added with a grin, before steering them toward the building that housed the gallery.
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“Every being has their role in this world and the next, Charles. No matter what we might think, or what others say. We are here for a reason. I truly believe that, and no force on this planet will change my mind on that account.” She smiled softly, she keeping her hand tight in his as they walked on. She liked that he was able to talk to her of such things. That he was not scared to speak of life and the world at large. It was something that so many avoided, wanting more to focus on the now and the mundane.
She looked toward their destination, she nodding once and closing her eyes, letting the feeling their steps and his guidance make it easier for her to walk. “Then you should speak with those that would hold you back from your passions. If your passion does not fall in the dojo, I am certain your father will understand. We are our own person, not what others would make us.”
She placed her other hand on his arm, absently caressing it for a good minute before she blushed, realising that she was being so very intimate in her touches. “I…” She pulled her hand back and quickly shoved it in her pocket. “I’m sorry…”
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Sitara was very sweet, but perhaps a bit naive and innocent to the harsher realities of the world. Still, it was hard not to want to encourage her seemingly boundless optimism. She was also easy to talk to. She did not shy from the esoteric or cerebral. Charles was finding himself becoming very fond of her.
“Sadly it is not that easy. I am an only child and father won’t turn the dojo over to a non-family member, it is all he has left of his father.” He said with a small frown.
As she rubbed his arm then pulled away and apologized he gave a soft, warm laugh. “No need to be sorry, I do not mind.”
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The fact that he did not mind her touch, did nothing to calm her blush. She moved just enough to hide her face in her hair as they walked on. She not saying a word to it as he chuckled at her. She was too comfortable, and she did not understand why. This man was new to her, she should be more cautious.
She carefully pulled her hand from his and moved on on her own power. She standing stronger as she flipped her hair back and gave him a glance of her crimson eyes. “You would do it for the sake of tradition and not be pleased wit you place in the world then?” Her voice was harder now, more to the point. She was confused as to why one would do such a thing.
It was true that she and her family had traditions, old ones from India, but all the same, it was a tradition they all accepted and enjoyed to a point. Some of the old traditions Sita even missed. Watching her father and mother in the mornings as they readied for the day. Her father placing that symbolic bindi on her mother’s head, an act of love and dedication to their marriage. It was a shame it had fallen apart for many years ago.
She let out a soft sigh and shook her head. “I would like to see this dojo at some point...perhaps? Though I admit, I do not understand the idea of fighting...never have.”
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Charles was disappointed when she pulled away, but he supposed he had pushed his luck. Oh well, there would always be another chance he was sure. As they walked on he shrugged.
“I do what I must because I must,” he said. “But the tradition ends with me, I would not subject my children to such things.”
At her statement he nodded. “I can bring you by sometime. But it’s not about fighting. One only uses Karate if they are attacked. It is self defense, not meant for offense.”
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The look of confusion spread over her face, she cocking her head in question. “I have heard it referred to as such, though I do not think I have ever heard of anyone actually taking the defence to heart. It is a fighting style to most, is it not?” She could tolerate one fighting to defend themselves, but to fight for the sake of causing harm…?
She shuddered and wrapped her arms around herself, feeling that cold air from the rift on her skin for but a moment before drawing herself back into the now. What would this man think if he knew the demons she had fought and seen?
She moved on ahead of him, her pace hastening, perhaps a bit too much for her as she stumbled once on her toes and had to slow herself and turn to face him. “Enough on that, this is suppose to be a fun date.” She smiled, her eyes flashing that haunted look for but a moment before covering over with a shine that sold her joy.
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Who hurt you? Charles thought as he move with her, pausing when she turned to face him and he caught that far off look in her eyes.
“You are right,” he said offering his hand again. “And we have reached the gallery.”
Me motioned behind her to the building that was their destination. “We’re here.”
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She turned to look over her shoulder, looking up at the gallery building and smiling softly. So they were. She was more than thankful for something else to occupy her time and her thoughts, so as she turned to face the doors she glanced over her shoulder at her date for the date. “Come...let’s see what sort of mysteries we can unfold here.”
She giggled to herself, knowing that she would come off as perhaps the most nerdy of the two of them here, in this gallery, but all in all, it gave her a reason to show her passions, and art, oh art and music were her loves.
“I have heard the have an exhibit here on the effects of sound on the mind and body. The music department have been working hard on getting it started!”
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Charles gave her a warm smile as she looked over her shoulder, it did not take him long to join her as they made their way into the Gallery. At her mention of the sound exhibit, he raised a brow. “Did you want to check that out first, or save it for later?” He asked. He was good with it either way.
Looking around at the entrance of the Gallery, he was actually quite taken in with all the various paintings that were on display. Most were from the current students but there were a few from graduates that had been tucked in here and there.
“Art is such an interesting thing… It gives you a window into the heart, soul, and mind of the person who made it…” Charles said as they walked slowly inside. “There’s a lot of philosophy in art, if you stop to ponder.”
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“The thoughts and state of mind of the artist at the time the piece was made is often reflected in the work or paint strokes left behind.”
she smiled and took his arm, leading him forward and toward through first gallery of paintings. They would look at the sound exhibit when they came to it, for now, it was fine art.
She stood, perhaps about closer than most would. She fixing her eyes on the small details of each piece.
Her lips curled in a grin as she cocked her head to the side to look at Charles. “this piece...if you watch the strokes..they are fast, jagged. The artist was in a hurry or upset.”
She placed her hand on his arm, timidly. She settling in once more into a more calm, and collected state.
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As she placed her hand on his arm, he brought one of his own to rest over it with a small smile. “The colors are also warm, so I’d say upset, perhaps frustrated or angry. Probably at the deadline.”
He tried to absorb the piece, see it as a part of the larger picture. “People are much busier now, not surprised frustration has seeped its way into art.”
“Seems like it is go, go, go, anymore.”
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She looked down at his hand on hers, she grinning and looking back to the art before her.
“but if you look at this next piece, by the same artist…” She moved to the next piece, a dark blue skyline of a city. “...there is a softness to it. An attention to detail that does a love for the subject.” she chuckled.
“they seem to be painted around the same time, perhaps a difficult client…?” she knew it was all just speculation, but it was fun to guess what the artist was thinking at the time.
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“A difficult client or a difficult subject,” Charles said with a grin. “We can speculate, but the truth is only known to the artist.” He added with a small chuckle. “The city though, it’s very peaceful, which I suppose is one way to view the city at night.”
Personally, he was just enjoying the moment with Sitara. “The darker colors, I think, hide the life of the city though.” He added with a bit of a tsk to his tongue.
“Not that there is anything wrong with that, I suppose.”
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She pulled a face, cocking her head to the side as the comment on life was made. “perhaps the artist was commenting on the darkness that can sometimes be hidden in the shadows of the buildings. Or...maybe the person finds the darkness a seductive influence and brings that to a city that is so cold?”
She squeezed his arm slightly, she looking out to the other pictures. She knew that she was saying to much, and she needed to move on. She did not need Charles asking too many questions. He was safer not knowing.
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“All cities are cold, and have a dark side to them, that is the nature of mankind,” Charles said, gently, his voice taking on a tone of someone reciting something they understood to be true. “Humanity has a duality, we are both the best and worst. We can do great good, or horrible evil.”
He let out a small dry chuckle. “Sorry, I’m probably boring you, philosophy isn’t a good mid day conversation topic.”
He bowed his head then, allowing Sitara to guide him where she would.
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“you are fine, Charles. I do like to hear your views on life, and people. It is one of the things that made me agree to this date.” she chuckled and lead him down the hall to where a large sculpture stood.
The sculpture was of a large bird, in its talons was a large crystal, globe. Below it was a bench, the location perfect to look up and see the details of feathers as well as the shine of the crystal.
She slid down onto the bench, she looking up through the shining jewel. “you do tend to worry too much. You know that?”
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Charles chuckled and sat down with her, looking up at the crystal for a short moment before looking over at her. “Again, another part of the human condition, we worry when we think we are making mistakes, even if it is only through mistakes that we learn.”
Charles returned his gaze back to the crystal. “Just as that sculpter probably went through so many different variations of that bird and that gem. They did not reach their vision without at least having failed to find it once.”
“So to, that I must be willing to risk mistakes when I speak with you.” He said. “And so I will worry.”
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“do you fear so many mistakes?” she blinked. So early in the date, and he confesses to being so fearful.
“i am naive, Charles, but i am not so easily lost. Though the fear is endearing.” she smiled and reached up her hand to shade her eyes from the shine of the jewel.
“what do you think he was thinking? The bird is so strong...but a crystal can be so fragile”
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“It is early, and early impressions are important,” Charles admitted with a hint of dryness. “So, yes, I fear misstepping and causing you to not want a second date.” He added with a small chuckle.
Her question though, made him shift his gaze upward again and he thought for a moment. “It’s a message of being strong enough to not break a fragile thing.” He said with a nod. “Strength is great and all, but if all it does is cause damage it is not a useful thing.”
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A smile only grew on her deeply painted lips as she listened to the words he spoke. Those same words having formed in her mind as she looked up at the large sculpture.
It was a small blessing to be here with one of like mind. To see things the same and enjoy the deepness of art as a whole.
“you read my mind, Charles. To see this art as not an expression of strength, but as a showing off gentleness and care...i do not think many would see it s such.”
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“It is but one interpretation, the true meaning is lost to all but the artist.” Charles added with a small grin. “Not that, that is a bad thing.”
He turned to look at her. “I would not say I read your mind, more that we share similar worldviews. Power unfettered is never good, for it seeks only to crush that which is weaker.”
“But power used well, will not shatter even the most fragile crystal.”
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“to use one power in a way that is like he tender touch of a mother. To cradle the fragile in her arms and protect them. I think that is the best interpretation.” she stared up, through the crystal at the beast that held it. It was not unlike the battles they fought. Each sided holding their power in didn't ways, and each believing they were right.
“there are times i wonder if there is a one true answer in this world. Do you think that there is a right way and wrong way to live? To think?” she found herself moving about closer to her date, her thoughts fatiguing her as she dared rest her head on his shoulder.
“can one really call their own agenda the one true right, when there are others that fight against them?”
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“Right, Wrong, Just, Unjust; all these things are dependant on the morality and values of a society,” Charles began, his voice taking on a dry, lecturing tone. “The purpose of philosophy is to try and answer that question objectively, without the influence of society. Because what some societies view as wrong may be viewed as right in another.”
He placed an arm around her as she leaned her head on his shoulder and he smiled. “The easy answer is yes, there is a right and wrong and that one is only as right as the power they wield to make it so. But that way lies barbarism.”
“Better to argue that right is the path that does the most good for the most people, regardless of other moral arguments.”
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As his arm went about her, she seemed to relax. The tone of his voice and the beat of his heart, making her calm. She breathed in deep, closing her eyes as she listened to his words. “the greatest good...for the most people...i agree”
That fact alone was one of the many reasons she fought for order. To keep the status quo, and to keep those that would do the civilians harm, at bay. They were the greater good. They would protect. She knew that.
“if only you knew how much those words really meant, Charles” she smiled softly, reaching diem to take his hand in hers.
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Charles took her hand and smiled. “It’s just simple logic, really. That which does the most good for the most people has to be the best path. Anything else serves only a smaller good and unless it is to further the greater then it is not nearly as good.”
Her words touched him and his smile grew more broad and he gave her hand a squeeze. “Well I am glad that they bring you solace, regardless of why.”
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The fact that he had not even bothered to press for reasons, set Sita aback. How could this man be told such things and be so willing to go along without question?
“you do not question. Why? Not that i do not appreciate it, but…” She turned her head up to look into his eyes. “this is not really a common conversation”
Even as she questioned, she relaxed against him. She knew they were probably getting stares at this point by art students and others that wanted their seat, but she did not care. “you confuse me, Charles...greatly”
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